M's Birthday Disaster

Well it was actually a really nice relaxing day I just ruined it by stuffing my fat face. I didn't mean too but I mismanaged my blood sugar today and experienced a pretty sever low around noon.(53 :L) I was forced to eat a banana and drink a normal sugar/ calorie energy drink to raise my blood sugar back up to a healthy level. I spent most of the day either commuting by bus, walking around downtown, or in my fiancé M's glassblowing studio space. Eating small amounts of food at uneven intervals and being physically active can be dangerous for me if I don't constantly stay on top of my blood sugar. It tends to drop slowly with activity.We left the studio around 4 after M made a few things to sell and then met his mother and his younger brother at an all vegan Tiki lounge for dinner. I decided to order the lowest calorie dish(from what I could tell) which was a sweet korean BBQ soy curl, grilled pineapple lettuce wrap. I ate half of the "meat" filling and took the rest home opting to fill up mostly on the veggies.(small amount of sliced avocado  butter lettuce leaves, shaved cucumber, shredded red cabbage) I think today was a learning experience. When I know I will be eating out I will choose a low calories/no calorie breakfast and keep my blood sugar elevated with sweetened hot tea so I can feel less guilty about pigging out later in the day. That way I can always stay under my 1,000 calories a day goal which today sadly I went over(but I also sort of knew I would). 
I'm not sure who the beautiful person is above( I found her pic on reddit) but her legs are killer and go on for daaaayyyss. Plus I would totally rock her outfit if I felt skinny enough. Total thinspo for me. 
Tomorrow I will probably restrict calories even more to even out todays slight binge.  
On a happier note M bought me a cute set of vintage 90's overall shorts from our local Buffalo Exchange. I still wear a size large which makes me sad but overalls are pretty flattering on my body size and shape so when I wear them I feel better about myself. My goal size is a small/ size 6. 

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, I just want to be thin, pretty, and tall.